Temper problems

I’m currently in a 2yr relationship with my bf (he is my first bf) and are already engaged.

We both have a dominant personality. I’m the eldest in our family while he is the youngest in theirs.

Over those period we fought soo hard and he has a really bad temper. He will say hurtful words to me and there are instances that he humiliate me in public. I am a very patient person and so on our first fights I just keep quiet but then on our several fights, I also started yelling to fight him out. But it makes me feel so sad inside because that’s not me.

My biggest problem is that I feel that he doesn’t understand the real me because he chose not to. He has a very chaotic family background while I was raised in a loving and close family. He reasons out that he’s just used to that kind of fighting. Over the course of our relationship, I have thoughts to breakup with him. But I can’t. I wanted to give him a chance. I love him so much.

He told me that I’m giving him so much pressure. He has no job right now and his business is affected by the pandemic. He currently have a bad relationship with his mom bcoz of business.

I don’t know if I’m still on the right relationship.