This may seem small and dumb.. but I've been sleeping on nothing but a couch or couch cushions on the floor for almost a year. Hard times. I finally got enough for a bed.. it isn't here yet but I am so proud of myself for being able to get myself an actual bed to sleep on after not having on for so long. I know that it's a risk of it being uncomfortable as I couldn't try it beforehand but I don't even care, there are ways around that and I just.. this means so much... I thought I was fine on the floor and couch but.. I'm not. I need my own bed...