I think am actually done, 9years and a baby

Honestly, I don’t even know how to explain the whole situation, too much.

But I blame myself, I allowed him to treat me badly and chucked it up on “oh he doesn’t mean it”

Allowed him boss me and control my life

Allowed him make me lose myself

Cheated and took him back

You know what! Too much has happened.

I’d rather be single than lose myself. It’s going to be hard but I’ll be fine eventually.

I just wanna say this to anyone starting a relationship, please don’t let your partner ride on you because you love them, don’t make excuses for them, speak your truth, because all the things you keep ignoring and making excuses for will only get worse.