Please help x

I've already been diagnosed with depression, I've had it since I was 12 (Now 19) - I was on anti-depressants, but stopped taking them about 2 years ago as I felt better in myself.

I am roughly 7 weeks pregnant and have been feeling so bad lately. Me and my boyfriend (bd) has been arguing a lot, one minute he wants the baby, next he doesn't and telling me to get rid of me.

From the start he's always said he wants kids with me, we've been together for just over 2 years.

My point is: I've been so depressed, haven't left the bed, ain't washed in a week, don't even know if I want the baby anymore because I feel like I'm going to end up being a single mum which is one of my fears.

I just need help rn and I don't really want to go back onto anti depressants