FUCK YOU 2020

I swear I am so done with this year

Yesterday my aunt passed away from a very long battle of cancer

Now I got the news that my brother in laws mom.. who my family is extremely close with.. got diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and has 6 months to live..... her doctor says that he’s never seen anyone with stage 4 pancreatic cancer live longer than that time line. 😭

And on top of that... I’m missed work today so I could attend a church service in honor of my aunt (it was private and only my family attended so don’t worry... still social distancing) and I’m not going to work tomorrow either because I’m just so emotionally drained. The problem is that DCFS showed up at my work (im a nanny) to investigate the parents and they think that I’m the one who called and that I’m lying about my aunt dying so that I didn’t have to go to work today while they showed up 😭😭😭😭