Help a sister

Hello ladies, I have an issue that I wish I could talk to someone about.

It's about me being in a relationship.

I don't have trust issues or anything.

But I've so gotten used to being with myself and my independence that relationships aren't just my thing anymore. 😵

And I fear being loved. Not that if I'll get heartbroken, but I just fear when a man says "I love you and I want to go out with you" . I suck at dating. I figure I'm boring and not very sexy like a lady so he will find out and go.

I've just gotten used to be so alone and accepting those flaws that I don't want to bring someone in and let him see it too. I am a sagittarius but I relate more to the aquarius sign.🙌

Is it just me? I just need tips, on how to be sexy or something or just how to be a woman when I'm dating. I just don't want the butterflies to chicken me out of keeping a good man. If anyone got answers, let me know.