Did I over do it or can i still fix it ?

Me and my partner have been together for almost three years we dated when we were younger and separated and found each other again we live together and are engaged and my problem is that when we have an argument I immediately resort to kicking him out the house and I’ve done it a few times and he leaves to his moms for a few days then we both cool down and everything is fine I promised I wasn’t going to let our fights escalate like that again but I let the best get to me and threw him out again because he has a male friend that is a bad influence in n out of jail , that is now trying to have my partner leave his job to go work somewhere else I got upset because my man has a good stable job with amazing bosses that give him raises and bonuses frequently, he had already got this friend a job where he works and the friend disappeared after two weeks of working without notice to the boss or my fiancé and now the friend shows up knowing he can’t go back to my fiancé’s job and tells him to quit so they could work for the union together, so my fiancé went over to his house to talk about it when he got home I didn’t even want to talk to him and told him to leave me alone because I know my self I rather cool of we’ll he kept trying to talk and I was not having it he got upset n he threw my notebook to the floor and he walked away to the room and I got upset and kicked him out I know I should’ve just walked away but now it’s too late and he rented a Rv trailer I know he got tired me doing that I truly regret doing that it’s been a week with no contact and I’m so sad I don’t know if to reach out to him and apologize😔 I don’t know any other way to calm down in the heat of the moment and now I can’t even think of him I automatically start crying I don’t know if I need help maybe talk to someone and make me see there’s other ways to fix our arguments