No sex and I need it!! UPDATE

Okay ppl. I had my son 2 months ago. Just passed my 8 week pp. My husband wasn't able to make it to the delivery and is still stuck since we're expats and work abroad but I came back to the US for my delivery. and he couldn't make it due to covid. We haven't had sex or even phone sex since I was like 7 months. He said he felt weird while I was SO pregnant. so I'm like okay.. but we can't do much other than phone sex at this point now that I've passed my 6 week pp. I've brought it up so many times but I guess he just feels weird with the baby with me. And idk why he just doesn't seem interested. We have a no porn rule but I think I might break it. I need sex I need an orgasm!! What do I dooooo

UPDATE: because it felt so good. It needed recognition. I came, on my own lol with my imagination. IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD 🔥 hoping my uterus doesn't act up again lol