I need a little support, still feeling the aftermath.

I had a miscarriage March 26 and bled for 33days. My gyno says the one positive thing about it is that I don't get sick (throwing up) when pregnant.

The worst part was I was looking for being morning sick, I had no idea I was pregnant and I found out about the miscarriage a day before my 21st birthday (bday April 29th).

Ik its not my fault but I can't help feel awful for losing my first baby. I understand things happen, but its still taking a toll. Its a bit easier but I'm still trying to find coping mechanisms to keep my mind off. Any suggestions?