I feel like I’m throwing myself on him sometimes. I’m so fucking sick of waking up in the morning and trying so hard to fuck but he just looks the other way. Or not even fuck, just cuddle ???? Like hot damn whats a girl gotta do .......

I took my shirt off. I NEVER take it off. Tits out, literally, laying in bed next to him trying to cuddle. He felt my boobs briefly, then turned away from me to go on his phone. So then I ask if he’s still sleepy and he says yeah, are you? And I say noooope and try feeling him up ...he just continues looking at his phone and goes “well don’t let me stop you from living your life, you can get out of bed!”

Like.......in the morning if I’m still sleepy I WANT him to cuddle with me. But he’s just telling me, hey you can get up if you’re not tired anymore?? Like?? Okay shirtless me won’t cuddle with you or suck your dick I guess.

So I just left, silent. He goes “is something wrong?” ...............

Nope I’m perfectly fine throwing myself over you time and time again, initiating things ALL the time, never having you touch me to start anything. Fuck this.