What size pussy lips ?

I’ve never spoken about this and very nervous to post as wary of criticism and being tmi but I always thought my vagina was a normal and typical looking one but after speaking to other girls and having seen porn I thought more into the size, my vagina is out not tucked like some and I have pretty big lips, I’m not self conscious I just don’t like it, They are curtains and when I’m standing naked they are really visible not like some whose you can’t even see (camel toe is a real issue) also it’s got dark colouring on the lips as well as around my bum whole😂 (I am white) and the lips have wrinkles which I find really weird. my boyfriend loves my vagina with shape and everything but I guess some part of me wonders about surgery possibly one day, I am dealing with ongoing self esteem and self love issues as well as confidence so hoping my mind will change over time but for now does it sound normal ? Please no hate and any comments would be appreciated also any tips or advice on how to get rid of darkness around vagina would be great xo