i feel guilty for not feeling satisfied

my boyfriend (18) and i (17) have been together for a little over two years now and i feel like i’m just starting to get bored with our sex, which makes me feel terrible even thinking. it’s not that he’s not good at it or anything, it’s just that it feels like a routine now. every single time: we’re laying there, he’ll either roll over and start kissing me and then ask if i wanna give him head after he gives me head, or he’ll ask if i wanna give him head and obviously i’m not gonna say no, so i will, and then it’s “come up here” so i kiss him for a minute and then i ride and then we do missionary and then doggy and then he nuts and we’re done.

this feels horrible to say but like, i miss how it was in the beginning and our sex was worse than it is now. like i wanna be teased, i want him to tie me up, kiss my neck and then slowly make his way down. i want him to make me want him more than i already do but in such a naughty way. i want us to be able to use toys and even if we don’t i would even just want him to watch while i watch him.

i’ve brought up literally all of this stuff to him, except for the order of things i’d like him to do and the specifics cause i feel like that should come from him, but he just continues to do the same things he has from day 1 and i don’t want to hurt his feelings or make him think that he’s not good enough or doing a good job cause that’s not the case at all. i just don’t feel taken care of in bed and i can’t live like this forever. please help!!!