Sex & Lies

Why men try so hard to pretend it’s love when they know it’s Lust! I’m okay with whatever if it’s the right person I just don’t understand why lie. I’ve been with this guy for months we met back in March and then came the corona outbreak had a little fallen out. By before the ending of March we made 2 months later. I left him in open up to him he opened up to me. I knew we were both stressing and not working. I called him he told me he had family issues that he was going to come spend the night with me the next morning. I never heard from him I called left voicemail / he never came to get his stuff and he have a few things here. I’m worried but I do t want to be a nuisance and look desperate! I just wan to know if I’m being stupid or if he just really dont care that much after months. It felt longer cause we were In quarantine together the whole time. He was so sweet and helpful around the house he cleaned up my place more than I did. And omg the sex don’t even get me started 🤤 it was the kind of sex that made you thing you were prego or going to be right after that how intense it was just amazing & just like that it’s over! The only flaw he had has been lack of communication from the start! That’s why I don’t know if I was too clingy cause I’m a sucker for affection or maybe it was all an act. Regardless I deserve the truth to know what went wrong. I’ve finally manage to tell myself to not text no more EVER! Now I’m back to square one& we all know how much that sucks back on dating social apps with thirsty men I don’t even want :(