Frighten, anxious you name it...

Been in hospital the last three days with abdominal pain. They were concerned it was an ectopic as the pregnancy is still classed as unknown location until they see it. I had a scan on Sunday nothing there but showed a bleed. Monday there was a sac there but nothing inside of it. I did a blood test on Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. Both my blood count and hCG levels have risen and more than doubled.

I am due for another internal scan tomorrow to see if anything had changed but this morning I have wiped red blood. Nothing to warrant a pad just a wipe load. I remember bleeding throughout my first pregnancy but can’t help but feel scared. I have mild cramping again today. And very sore nipples.

I hope tomorrow I see a little bean in the sac and I’m just going to be one of the people that goes through it all during pregnancy and my journey doesn’t end tomorrow.

I am praying I am just being paranoid and really need to try and relax my body as I feel tense just typing this.

So this is a sad post but it’s the only place I feel like I can express my feelings.