Ladies, I Have An Issue...

my bf and i have been together for 2.5yrs and ges known since the beginning that i AM NOT a sexual person. i value the way you hold my emotions rather than gettin it on...ANYWAYS..

lately the arguemwnts are getting worse because if we go a few days its a fight, either i just dont love him or im screwin somwone else while hes workin...he says i NEVER make a move on him when in reality he doesnt realize that listening to me and communication will get him more than constantly grabbin my boobs or rubbin his dick on me...he never used to do that??

our main disagreement is

HIM "i want a baby"

ME "i wanna get married"

HIM "well i want a baby so.."

ME "and i dont want to be pregnant before were atleast engaged"

HIM "i really couldnt care"

LIKE BEING STABLE MEANS NOTHING.

he doesnt want me to work unless its $15+ an hr so im a housewife without the title, who gets accused of cheating aaaalmost daily.

i have 0 friends and 0 family within 1300mi. i literally sit in his house and take care of his shit, got this app to track our "shenanigans" and see when my high peaks are, and he says its just so i cant type shit in there and make excuses not have sex w him.

SEEMS MORE SERIOUS THAN I JUST WANTING A BABY.

am i a lost cause?