How come no one told me...

Mariasha • Enzo Joseph 💙✨ 2/25/2020 Ripley Rose 🌹 💕 8/31/2021

That the 4th leap would be so damn hard?! I’m seriously struggling right now, my usually happy, smiley baby has been SO cranky and moody the last few days. It’s taken a serious toll on me, I’m feeling just helpless and frustrated and like I’m not doing enough to help us both through it.

It’s literally taken 3 days to write this post because every time he naps and I sit down to write he wakes up and needs to be picked up. My house is a disaster, I haven’t showered in like 3 days, my brain is mush from the constant entertainment I have to put on just for him to not fuss. The one bright side is that for the first time in FOREVER I can actually flex my arms and see the muscles from carrying around a 16 lb weight literally 14 hours a day.

Please tell me I’m not alone in this, and if you have any tips and tricks to get us through this tired momma will be in your debt forever ❤ Pic of the grumpy little guy during happier times for attention 😂