Pregnant and dealing with a loss. 💔

Where do I even begin.

I’m new here

I have 3 children with my 4th on the way

Due 21/9/2020

Hi ladies I recently lost my mum unexpectedly 3 weeks ago she lived with me, my partner and 3 children for 4 years. My heart is ripped to pieces mentally not coping well some days I don’t even want to get out of bed 😔 doesnt help being 6 months pregnant I feel so numb I don’t know what to do anymore I can’t even speak to my family or close friends or even my partner about the way I am feeling my mum was only 46 years old 😭. I guess what I’m asking for is a bit of advice and some support ❤️ 🙏🏽