Currently 11 weeks pp with my second boy and I can’t even stand to see myself without putting myself in a deeper depression. I have bald spots, medications have caused teeth discoloration, I’ve lost way more weight than I wanted and feel like I have the body of a child. People tell me I look great and don’t see anything wrong but they don’t understand my entire body has changed. None of my clothes fit. Even my baggy gym shorts won’t fit because my hips have changed. I don’t want to leave the house I’m so insecure and when I try to get dressed I have to entire meltdowns and can’t stand anything I put on. Everyone talks about wanting to lose baby weight but nobody talks about looking unhealthy and underweight😞 I get upset by my husband even looking at me because I feel like there’s nothing feminine about me. I don’t have the things that make women attractive. I’m just at a point of being completely miserable and feel so alone😞 I’m not one to show I’m upset so it’s even harder and only my husband knows how I feel. My family is always about how you present yourself and I feel ashamed going around them with how I look. They tell me I look unhealthy and want me to wear something besides tshirts and leggings but it just repeats in my head every time I feel down about myself. It’s exhausting and isolating.