I don’t understand...(need to vent)

My husband and I aren’t ttc at all but we just had a pretty big pregnancy scare. I was a week late and despite a negative test he still kept worrying that I was pregnant. I kept trying to tell him that I most likely wasn’t pregnant (because of the bfn) and that him worrying only made me anxious yet he didn’t let up.

The day I got my period, therefore we knew I wasn’t pregnant, a friend announced that she was pregnant and I found myself so unbelievably upset even thought I didn’t want to be pregnant. This has happened a time or two in the past but I just don’t understand why I would be so upset. Maybe it’s the hormones or maybe deep down I wanted to be pregnant? I’m not really sure but it makes me feel absolutely crazy 😔 Am I the only one that feels like this? It seems like no one understands.