Pregnancy after breakup...

Man.. backstory first.. I’ve been on and off with my ex for 2.5 years. Very compatible, No drama besides a crazy ex girlfriend which was the reason for our on and off relationship.

She destroyed him essentially and me being the idiot I am, took on the challenge of trying to heal him. He becomes very indifferent and numb sometimes due to trauma he hasn’t dealt with which causes problems because he becomes uncertain about everything in his life.. including our relationship.. Im literally the easiest person to be with. I’m not very insecure, I have a lot goin for me, I’m very independent, have my own place, I work for myself, I’m good. So that made it easy for me to only seek a genuine connection with someone.. So I KNOW I lowered my standards but I was willing to help him achieve his goals and be there for him because I did genuinely love him and we were extremely close.

So last week .. we brok up. Cus I realize I need more than what he can offer. & he realized he can’t ever be consistent. We ended on bad terms because we’ve actively been trying for a baby & the last time we had sex, he mentioned “I should wear a condom so you don’t get pregnant”. It was a slap in the face! So we broke up because clearly we aren’t on the same page that I thought we were.

Well sis, I’m pregnant now. & Idk what to do! I’m 30... I want a child but I want to be in a strong relationship. I have an 8 year old with my ex husband who ghosted us. I don’t want to bring a child into a broken home. I’m sad for my son. My ex is unintentionally doing a lot of damage. Granted I put myself in this situation but I really believed he was “my person”. & now I just want no parts!

SOS.. dis tewww muchhh