Heartbreak hotel

I’m honestly so heartbroken right now. My best friend and I took pregnancy tests together because we were both pretty sure we were pregnant and it turns out she is and I’m not. She doesn’t want kids, she’s never wanted kids and I’ve wanted a baby for the longest time and had 3 miscarriages along the way. I got so excited because I saw a little light line on the first test but when we did the second test in a different brand there was no line. So now I’m sitting here trying not to cry and trying to support her on the roller coaster of emotions she’s on right now coming to terms with the fact she’s pregnant but doesn’t want kids 😭