Husband thinks he's better than me 🤯

He's the one who's more attractive in the relationship. Wherever I go people always wonder how 'I caught him'. His friends used to tell him how much better he can do, how he's out of my league... Little does anyone know is how much I've sacrificed for him. How I can't go to the gym because I don't have time because after work I have to clean, do the dishes, cook for him and do laundry. I do everything around the house. After that I'm exhausted. I don't ever have time for myself.

I work 8 hours a day. I don't make as much money as him. He is more successfull because he can commit to his work without any stress, because I take his stress away. I'll have a home cooked meal ready for him and after he's done eating, he'll relax by playing video games. I don't have hobbies because I do all of the chores, after I'm done cooking I have to do the dishes, clean the kitchen and do laundry (wash, dry, iron, fold, put away). I have to run around the house to pick up after him.

Once I'm done with chores, I'll give him a blowjob because he deserves it. He's had a long and stressful day at work and needs to relax. I am a good wife so I always take care of his needs. Nobody ever takes care of mine. He's happier than me because his needs are always being met. I rarely even get to reach an orgasm.

It's my job to plan all date nights, birthdays, trips and everything. Surprise him because he deserves it. I don't ever get anything in return (birthday gift, dinner plans) because he is too tired from work and doesn't have the time to do something for me.

He has friends and I don't. I had to let everyone go because I became unreliable and never had time for anyone. He has friends because he didn't need to sacrifice the way I did.

He's a better chef than me. I always loved cooking and thought I was good at it. He's a better chef than me because I am apparently just a home chef. I'm home chef because I have a small budget I can work with and never want to throw food away, so I have to be super creative and also do it multiple times a day! I even cook in the morning so he'll have a fresh breakfast and lunch at work (he won't eat leftovers). He enjoys cooking too, and he enjoys cooking properly (like a medium rare steak) once every other blue moon! He's a better chef than me because he gets to use the better ingredients and I'm left with the scraps.

Once he bought a whole salmon, took 2 good looking pieces right from the middle (I had to properly clean the fish, fillet it and everything) and left me the scraps for the next 2 days. Of course his meal was better than mine. I had to use the leftover meat (made pasta) and bones (made soup). His level of cooking is so much better than mine! If I had the time and money I would want nothing more than to go to a cooking school.

I feel underaprecciated. I feel like he would be nowhere if I wasn't the one sacrificing everything. He is only here because of me, but he can't see it and no one else can. Only I know how much I've done and given up. He just think he is better than me in everything (he has said this). I wonder how much I would achieve if I believed in myself and put myself above others (in terms of needs).