So proud

My 19 month old, who usually has to nurse in order to fall asleep... actually went to sleep without breastfeeding!!! 🥳

Im mostly excited because I used to be on meds that helped with depression and binge eating, until I got pregnant. I know I could technically still take them, but I’m not comfortable with that, so I decided to wait until I weaned him.

And let me tell you, I’ve been through so much crap the last two years. My sons biological “dad” turned out to be psycho, he harassed me, stalked me, I got back with my exhusband, which was the love of my life, his papaw died, then his dad died, then my dog died that I had since I was a little girl, then of course life exchanges lemons for bricks because then my fiancé died. Then the coronavirus, and horrible stories I keep seeing in the news. It’s hard to stay calm.

But I’ve been keeping calm for my son, and there are days I just want to give up and I break down, and I relapsed with my eating disorder, but maybe soon I can get back on my meds and things will get a little more easy to handle.

I hope anyway.