Born at 30 weeks 🥺💜🧸

I’m ready to tell my story now ,

About three weeks ago my mucus plug kept coming out , and me already having a preemi baby before was a little scared and worried so I would google was it normal to lose it at only 28 weeks ! Some people said it wasn’t some said it was it’ll grow back so every night I would just be so worried 😟 the night before my appointment more came out but this time it had blood mixed in with it so I then grew paranoid and scared but I knew I had an appt the next day so I slept it off , when I woke up the next morning more blood and mucus came out I then began to cry , asking god like why me ? I couldn’t understand it to save my life but any who , I went to my appt for my OBGYN to check my cervix saying it was a yeast infection that everything was okay my cervix was tightly closed so I was at that point happy and relieved like yes okay my baby is good ... after my appt I slept that whole day away ... Thursday I woke up which was the day after my appt I woke up with my pelvic pain so I thought , I had been feeling the pain all day literally so around 12 at night I rem drinking water trying to calm the pains down nothing seemed to help but I slpt it off kind of , the next morning the pain was more constant and I was in more pain so I went right to the er long story short with that I was dilated to 4cm so they gave me meds to stop my contractions and labor and also gave me something to help the baby brain if I was to go into labor again I stayed in the hospital for about two days my contractions kept coming and going but yet they sent me home on bed rest I went home and the next day I came right back I was bleeding again and contractions they checked me I was now dilated to 5 so they kept me I was good up until Thursday morning when my contractions came back they were strong and back to back I cried I couldn’t do it anymore I let god and my baby know it was okay if she came I had hit 30 weeks that I couldn’t take it nomore I they checked me an I was now 6 so they moved me to labor and delivery once again the pain was just wow I end up getting a epidural that calmed the pain down a lot I was then at 7 and then 8 mind you I went into active labor at 3pm in the afternoon it was now 4am the next day my epidural was wearing off so they gave me more of the stuff but it was to late bc at 5:45 I was pushing she was almost out my cervix had open all the way up which was crazy bc I had just got checked and was still at 8 within 5 mins I went from 8 to 10 quick meanless to say at 6:02am I gave birth to my baby girl Brielle born on Friday June 19,2020 3 pounds 3oz hi