As I type this, tears roll down my face...💔

I was so confident this month was going to be the month.😕 I didnt keep up with DPO so I felt stress free and relaxed and all the good stuff. But today, a week early, my period 🔴 has arrived which has never happened before 😭.

I keep telling myself what if I acc was pregnant but the other day when I hurt myself while doing something and felt a sharp pain like I yanked my whole uterus and ovaries out, what if that caused me to bleed early? And just whatever excuse it is that I could find.

I've never wanted to be a mother as bad as I want to become one now ever since I had miscarried 6 months back.💔 My wedding anniversary is tomorrow and I thought maybe I can finally surprise my husband this time with what we've been praying for 🥰 but boy was I wrong 😔😔