Omg YAYY but OMG my Wedding Dress !!

Tay • Awaiting Motherhood

So today is the last day of the month. My Mother Nature Friend 🩸is 4️⃣ days late. This first time I ever missed a cycle. However, this will not be my first time pregnant.

💁🏽‍♀️Let me explain💁🏽‍♀️

So back in beginning of March I had a miscarriage with twins after my fiancé and I have been having unprotected sex for 3️⃣ years. I did not know I was pregnant until it was too late( 3 months pregnant late)🤦🏾‍♀️. I continue to menstruated like normal. I also had symptoms of nausea, fatigue, bloating, and etc. You get the picture!! Some of the same symptoms of pregnancy are my normal monthly symptoms for menstruating 🩸 . That’s why I did not think much of pregnancy during the time. Plus after 3️⃣ years of false positives and negative results. I did not want to take a test only to be disappointed and angry as hell 😭🥺🤬. We can not wait to have our own bundle of joy. Considering we have 5 godchildren that we love and adore so much along with a bunch of nephews and nieces. But here is my emotional 😭 storm ⛈ ⬇️⬇️

!OH NO 🤦🏾‍♀️ MY WEDDING 👰🏾 DRESS 💃🏾!!!

So we had to postpone our wedding due to COVID-19 🥺. Date moved from AUGUST 22, 2020 to March 20, 2021. I’m excited to embark the journey of pregnancy🤰🏾 considering I am 4️⃣ days late. Fingers crossed 🤞🏿. Unfortunately I am not excited about being pregnant 🤰🏾 on my wedding day. My dress 👰🏾 will not fit. Also after calculating my possible due date month (MARCH). Yes MARCH will be a month full of oh my goodness, joy, tears of frustration, and a reminder that my wedding dress does not fit. What if my water breaks while walking 🚶🏾‍♀️ down the isle. What if we can not have our wedding and have to postpone or canceled. IYiYi what a headache 🤕!