I need advice from strangers
I deal with severe depression and major anxiety. I'm 40 so it seems extra difficult because I have 16 and 9 year old daughters. My BF leaves for work in a week and made an appointment for a haircut Friday morning. I said make one for me too. Now I have to decide what the heck to do. I usually use my hair to hide. Last time I got it cut it was just a trim, thinned out and color. With covid and anxiety, I dont want to be in the salon longer than necessary. My hair seems coarse, wavy (not even curly unless I braid it when its still wet) and severely faded (I'll color it myself later). I dont style it anythingnmore than blow drying and my hair straightener. So my question and what i need from strangers is what the heck should I do with it? Trim and thinned out again, or do something ... crazy? Here's a pic of what it looks like right now (washed 2 days ago, dried in a braid to take the frizz)

Any ideas and advice would be great. I'm also debating going back blonde (I've bleached a dyed a million times before)
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