Rainbow baby in the making❤️

Currently 5 weeks pregnant after a miscarriage at the end of April. I was surprised it happened so soon (only 1 cycle in between) but excited and trying my hardest to be optimistic about this pregnancy. So far I’ve only told my hubby and my bestfriend. Since I have a history of miscarriages, I was able to go to my doctor for blood work last Wednesday, my hcg levels were at 396 so hoping they will be way higher by my next visit tomorrow afternoon. Lord willing, if my levels are doubling as they should, I’ll be scheduled for an early ultrasound just to be sure little one is progressing. If so, I’ll tell my mom the news —I just don’t wanna tell her now && the outcome is the same as last time, this will be her first grandchild. Every cramp scares me, every bathroom visit I pray I won’t see any blood.. my anxiety just won’t let me be great lol just ready/hoping to get further along and get the chance to see my little one on an ultrasound. Anyway, my bestfriend sent me this post && I wanted to share it with anyone going through something similar to my situation. Sending so much love and prayers to you ladies!🤞🏽❣️ Can’t wait to finally meet our rainbow baby. 🌈