So I lost my virginity when I was 19, I’m now 24 and single. The guy who I lost it to is thankfully long gone, long story short I had to call the police on him because he threatened me and my family, he was also abusive. I’m honestly thankful I got out of that situation. Anyways, I’m just feeling kind of strange about the way I lost my virginity. I wish I could go back and un meet that man.

I’m not going to say it was rape because it wasn’t, but every-time I slept with him it was not because I wanted too, it was because I felt like I had to, and I hate that.

Sorry for the rant, honestly no one I can talk too about this subject and just wanted to get it off my chest.