Not coping well with the news

Jess

So yesterday i had my 36 week growth scan im 36+5 today. Baby is still breech and because of his size they dont believe he will turn now. I was told by my midwife that shes 95% sure they will book me in for a c-section ( will find out on friday if and when). Well im not dealing with this news well. I have really bad anxiety and worry about everything. In the back of my mind i keep telling myself its fine they do this all time they know what they are doing stop worrying. Then i start to worry again. Im a plus sized mum so obviously that comes with its own risks.

I know its stupid and im probably worrying about nothing but was just hoping someone anyone could tell me they have had same worries so i cant stop being so hard on myself for worrying so much about it .

Edit**

The midwife i saw told me she doesnt think turning the baby will even me offered to me. This is what i wanted but shes told me not to even get my hopes up for then giving it ago.