Idk how to feel about this.

I was looking up a video on my husbands phone because my was dead and when I finished I decided to have a look at my husband instagram. Iv never done this but he had just done it to me so I figured, he’s done it I can too! I seen how he and one of his friends send each other videos or pictures of girls naked, half naked, twirking you name it! And I felt like my heart was going to explode from breathing so fast! I just know know what to think of this! And honestly as much as I don’t want to see it affect me. I’m feeling really insecure about myself and my body 🥺