I’m so upset 😢

I’m 6 months pregnant , I’ve been so stressed lately since the start of my pregnancy the father of my unborn child left me because he doesn’t want to be part of his babies life that alone has really upset me he treats me like trash calls me names , since I’ve been pregnant he has never asked me I’m I ok or how I’m doing he refused to come to my hospital appointments 😢I’m always crying 😢

Have been having suicidal thoughts 😢I really can’t take it anymore I’m so stressed especially now I’m homeless and I’m staying In a hostel never felt loved don’t know what love means feel alone 🥺😢💔