Frustrated

So overwhelmed and frustrated with this pandemic. My county has super high numbers, and they’re only growing. I got tested today bc I’m having GI upset lately, and I’m so nervous for my results to come back.

No fever, no cough, no shortness of breath, just diarrhea, loss of appetite. I’ve been crying all day, worried out of my mind.

I get my results back in 3 days, and I know it’s going to feel like forever.

I know life isn’t fair but I have been doing EVERYTHING to prevent myself from getting sick. I never go out, unless it’s to work or grocery store. I wear my mask at all times when I’m out. I was my hands frequently. I just don’t know where this came from and I’m super bummed, anxious, overwhelmed and wish that this whole thing can be over 😢

I think this is more of a venting post. Thanks if you read this far.