Just became clear to me.

Gonna give some background info so maybe you get a better understanding me as a person. I came from a single mom household. She wasn’t the best mom.. & just wasn’t present emotionally she worked her ass off but wasn’t really there as a mother... I met my bf/bd 5 years ago & have an amazing little 1 year old.. since this I’ve been going through a spiritual journey... & just see I’m not in an alignment with myself. Im miserable, I’m angry, I’m hurt, confused.. we just moved a month ago & since moving here it’s been lesson after lesson for me.. I’m seeing my mind expand and my bf just staying the same. The people he surrounds himself with, his family.. I just feel like Me and my daughter don’t belong with him anymore. It’s seriously messing with my mental health which will eventually cause harm to my daughter.. hes still playing the same games he was when I first met him.. & idk I’m just over it... I feel like I’ve evolved & no matter how much knowledge I put infront of him or show him he just is so closed minded.. he lies like a child, yells when I’m trying to have a conversation... ive tried explaining how important it is to show our daughter healthy communication because all my mom did was yell and pitch a fit like a big ass toddler and I NEVER listened. Idk sorry I’m all over the place.. I just don’t know how to do this being a single mother.. I know I can but I don’t know how to where to start.. and no I don’t have family I can rely on. I called my grandma the other day and the whole time she talked crap about my mom... instead of what I called her for... all I have is myself, God and my babygirl.. need advice