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So I’ll go all day starving myself because everytime I look in the mirror I see a body that I don’t like but then eat at night, and once in awhile I’ll eat a bit more but I can’t eat more than like a few chicken nuggets or something or I’ll get sick. What do I do? I’m really worried and I don’t know what to call the thing I’m doing. It doesn’t help hearing my mom talk about how I always eat (I don’t, she’s never home so she doesn’t know) and then saying how my sisters so skinny.
ETA: I weight 123lbs and my sister is like 111lbs or so, her and my mom always bring up how I have to wear a size bigger than her, I don’t think they mean harm by it, but I already know I’m bigger I don’t need a constant reminder

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Your mother should never speak to you that way. It is not okay to do that to her daughter. 
As for the complete lack of interest in eating, I think medical help would be best, to determine if it is more of a psychological problem or digestive system problem. Loss of appetite can be an indicator for some gastric issues, but since you say you're intentially starving yourself throughout the day, I'm guessing this is more of a psychological thing, relating to the emotional abuse from your mother and subsequent unhealthy comparison to your sister

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Size does not even matter because everyone is different i had a friend the exact same as me height and weight we did not even wear. The same size her comparing is complete BS i will never understand parents that do this also starving yourself is bad on your stomach lining also it will actually store fat because body is confused an thinks you might starve your better of eating several small meals a doy both to help not cause tummy issues and weight both.. but really does not sound like your big at all

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Im sorry she does that. And i hope u attribute it to her poor tact and not how u truly feel about yourself. Maybe use the grey rock method to block that type of talk. Look it up.
     First my dear you hve to become your own best friend. Dont be your own bully! You are the only one u have to go through this life with.... people leave, let u down, disappoint you and dont understand u. But u know your heart, fears, desires so deal with yourself delicately. Get rid of the bully in your head... and bring forward the best friend who talks to u with love, compassion, and honesty. If u can do that... i promise life will go much better!
    Also... i stead of starving yourself. Plan. Download my fitness pal and stay within a certain caloric intake. 1200-1400 calories will more than likely be healthy and your body wont feel deprived and will be willing to let go of the weight. Just tract in my fitness pal and dont exceed the limit. Also go for a daily walk and listen to podcast, documentaries, and music to help calm and relax u.  You will see results in no time and wont have to deal with the guilt of binging. You will be honoring yourself and life and headed in a healthy loving direction.

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