Could I be pregnant?😲

So I've been experiencing what seemed to me at first to be nothing more than PMS Symptoms.

Constipation, Cramping, Sore Breasts,

2 weeks before my period was supposed to start. Then 2 weeks later it never came.

The week of my MIA period I experienced

Back Pain, Fatigue, Headaches and I stopped eating 2 things I used to LOVE that now make me feel sick. I can't seem to stomach most foods made from either beef or pork.

Then the same week, I got car sick when my boyfriend and I were on the way home from visiting his brothers family. Like REALLY CAR SICK! I asked my boyfriend to pull over but I didn't quite make it. I thew up some and practically fell out of the car when he was finally able to get off the road and stop. He couldn't because some ass was riding our freaking rear bumper. We were going 50 in a 30 MPH back road cus of him and he was pushing us to go faster.🤦

I threw up a lot after getting out. Then all of a sudden right afterwards I felt completely fine!🤷Only 1 problem there. I NEVER get car sick! Not even when I'm in the backseat reading! Freaked my boyfriend out a little.

Now the week after my MIA period my Breasts feel a good bit heavier than usual. I've also been going to the bathroom a Lot more. I wake up feeling like my bladder is gonna burst. On top of all that I've started feeling very nauseous when I first wake up as well. Like, I wake up in bed and my stomach feels like I'm on a raft in the middle of the ocean. If I stay still for long enough and take deep breaths before getting up to go to the bathroom I'm fine. But the first few times I panicked and ran to the bathroom. Bad idea. Makes it so I'm guaranteed to throw up or dry heave. Most of the time I dry heave. If I wait and get up easy I'm fine and don't throw up at all. Just feel very nauseous for a while. Bout 1 to 2 hours.

Now I've been eating canned SARDINES!!

I hated those before but now I can't get enough! I ate 5 cans the other day!?

I'm like 🤢 but at the same time 😍🤤

I am now 14 Days Late counting from the day my period was supposed to have started and all this is going on.

I feel like I'm most likely pregnant but idk how.

Idk how it would have happened. I've had 2 miscarriages. 1 at 19 and the other at 20. 1 pregnancy was unexpected, it was my first relationship. The other was from a rape taking place soon after that relationship had ended. They were both lost Very early on. Before I even knew I was pregnant! I cried for weeks both times.

I was told that it may not be possible for my body to have a child. Due to a lot of medical conditions that came from how badly I was treated as a child. Malnourished and abused mostly. Then my body sustained damage... A lot of damage. Because my 17 year old cousin raped me. And before anyone says anything like "what were you wearing?" or something. I was 7 at the time.

My boyfriend knows about all of my medical and possible reproductive problems.

He also had been told that he may not be able to father any children. Due to a childhood accident involving a bike, injuring his reproductive organs. So he understands how I feel. We both wanted kids and neither one of us could have any. We talked about adopting a lot. After we get married that is.

I'm sitting here thinking, "How? If both of us have reproductive problems how could I be pregnant?" We've been living together for 2 years now and we never used any protection after finding out we both had problems. Doctors even said it was safe for us to do so.

So how? Idk if I should be excited or scared.

My mind keeps going "what if?"

Like, "What if I lose this one too?" I've kept my boyfriend updated on things and he seems like he wants to be happy but he's also very worried, like me.

Any advice is welcomed!