So, I have HPV..

It doesn’t show up on my Pap smears but I have genital warts. I’m also 35 weeks pregnant, and that’s why it’s probably shown up now with my raging hormones as told to me by my doctor.

She isn’t concerned at all. Literally at all. Said it’s so common, so many people have it and not to stress and worry. All there is to do now is monitor and remove.

But I have been. I’m so embarrassed. I’m so upset. My partner has lightly voiced concerns that i cheated as I’ve been home for months (I didn’t... I’ve had a lot of sex in my past though before him so I may have had this for a while or he may have it and not shown and gave it to me) and I just feel so bad. I know he’s anxious about it inside. there’s no way to test him unless he ends up with warts himself, which he hasn’t.

So... are we just going to keep passing it back and forth forever? I am getting the nitrogen treatments done but. God. I’m just.. so embarrassed. I want to cry 😭 I don’t know what to do or how not to feel disgusting about myself.