I was catholic. I used to think god was mean because of all the things that would happen to innocent kids. I thought he was supposed to protect us.

Now I’ve been getting closer to god and I might be Christian and I feel as if he won’t accept me in heaven. I lost my virginity two years ago, I’m still with the same person, but I feel like he won’t forgive me for not believing in him in the past and loosing my virginity before even being married. Also, I’m in love with my boyfriend and idk if we’ll be together in heaven and I’m just freaking out and scared about everything.