He is so unsupportive suddenly 😫

My fiancé and I were supposed to be married in April but COVID prevented it. To give you background, I left my whole life in London to move to a small town in Italy with no one to talk to. 2 years later I’m still in the same situation.

Our civil wedding is in October and in November I am starting IVF. He is 9 years younger than me but that’s never been the problem because he is very organized, mature and would be the best father. He has always been on board and I do love him. But I have been so sad recently because he doesn’t want to talk about IVF, he doesn’t want to talk about children because he thinks it makes me hyper.

He’s so displeased with the fact he has to take a day off work to simply deliver his sperm and he goes out of his way to do things for others normally. I can’t talk about how I am excited about getting pregnant and it kills me because I have no one to talk to here.

Every time I walk past a baby store I want to look and if I ask he obliges but at the same time I can tell he has no interest. He wants the child but we can’t talk about kids without a fight. I am so aware of what he wants and make sure he’s happy but I am terrified of the egg extraction and could use someone to talk to. Should I just bite my tongue until I am pregnant? I’m so anxious I can’t keep fighting 😞