Sadness

I hate feeling left for dead. My friends have faded away my boyfriend's in past left.

I was so in love I thought I would have been married to him for years but he ended the relationship.

In college, in highschool even at work I tried to make friends even with my boyfriend's friends and I couldn't what's wrong with me I feel like breaking down crying.

I just want a friend I can call vent to and laugh with travel with talk about guys with even do bible study together

I met some nice women my age at church but it didn't go past the surface.

I want to make real friends where we can actually talk and laugh go over each other houses

How do you guys make friends?

Why do men do it they become your best friend and some get married only for it to end in divorce why.

I read the bible relationship are supposed to be eternal.

I feel like people are so judgment you have to have all this to be well liked and I love myself as I am why can't I fit in.

I feel insecure about myself because I feel like I'm a natural beauty like a woman in nature but I am not a barbie I don't wear makeup or flashy clothes, I don't go to clubs, house parties

Do you guys ever ask yourself if this is what God wants us locked up inside working all day, heads inside phones, computers, making money for a house a car but whats the point of it all studying hard in college for a career we all have these bills to pay we buy stuff we don't need and everyone is so dam empty they don't even see it. Men walking away from women they promised to be with..

I feel like crying honestly I just want to live in nature with a man as wild as I am free I want a cabin where we live off of the land and a husband who accept me as a organic woman

If you know a man like this tell him I exist