First time mom

Me and my boyfriend were finally able to conceive after 5 months of trying. I am so thankful and happy that god blessed me with a baby especially because I had a miscarriage last month. This baby means so much to me and I’m so excited for my pregnancy journey. I’ve also been overwhelmed with the worries and fears of miscarrying again. I’ve been taking a lot about my pregnancy with my boyfriend because I’m so excited and I want to share my excitement with him. The thing is he doesn’t seem as enthusiastic about it. Today he asked me if I can stop taking about it and act like it’s nothing... I’m like no because it’s not nothing it’s the most important moment of my life. Even when I announced that I was pregnant again he didn’t really seem to care. He’s really killing my vibe and my excitement is starting to get messed up because of him. I don’t even know what this means