Feeling REALLY down!

Hi guys!

My name is Tori (25) and my boyfriend and I (26). Have a child of our own. Both have have crazy bm/bd stories and we found each other and want to have a family together. I was on the Mirena IUD for about 4 yrs. Have been TTC since May. I’ve read that it can take up to a year but I know people that got pregnant immediately. It’s putting a lot of stress on me and I’m starting to be distant to my honey love and I don’t want that. Can y’all send me word of encouragement and advice on how to keep going? Cause we baby dance all the time and my period constantly comes and I’m just getting sadder and sadder.