Guy not wanting a baby what do I do?

If a man states he doesn’t want kids ever in his life. He actually hates kids.

You accidentally get pregnant (He didn’t want to use condoms, birth control failed IUD)

You refuse an abortion even though he said if I ever got pregnant ‘he’d make me get one’.

Now your scared to tell him because you know he doesn’t wants kids.

What should I do? I want to be selfish and just fade away but I think about what the child would think.

Girls, give me some advice.