Please make it stop

I’m stuck between wanting to get my shit together and prove everyone wrong and live a happy great life with my daughter and just wanting to flat out die. I’m so tired of being mistreated by literally everyone in my life. Ppl treat me like shit man and yet I’m still there for them every time they need me. I feel so stupid. I want to live a great life with my baby but at this point it’s so hard to keep going. This year has been by far the worst of my life and that’s saying something because my entire life is a series of unfortunate events. I have no one any more. no family no friends, nothing. Just me and my baby girl and it gets lonely as hell but i really want to see her grow up. I want to raise her to be a good person. But I’m just tired of hurting all the time. I don’t deserve this all I’ve done is cry my whole life and even more this year. Please i just want to feel okay because no one will love and treat my baby like i will. But it’s also hard as hell trying to be a great mother when you feel like dying all the time. Why is all this happening to me? I’m trying to be strong but there’s only so much a person can take and i really feel like I’m reaching my breaking point. Like one more thing and I’m just going to end it all.