Possible TW- death, family (I dunno???)

I’m at uni so it’s my first year away from home. I absolutely love my family, they are my number 1 always, I love them with all my heart and I don’t think people understand how much I really love my family. Being away from my parents is so hard and I feel like such a baby because a lot of my friends spend ages without seeing their parents and are on different islands but I live an hour away from my parents and hate not seeing them.

I’m not afraid of death, but I’m so afraid of them dying. I will be in absolute shambles when they pass. They’re not even 50