Am I wrong for feeling like my boyfriend is better off without me? I feel like he’d be better off with a different girl. Being with me he will get nowhere due to my social anxiety & having a hard time finding a job.

He won’t leave, but I really feel like he should. We are in our 20’s living with my mom in a toxic environment. I want to move out but it’s hard when only 1 person works & the other is struggling to find one because of anxiety.

Idk what to do, makes me want to kill myself from the pressure.