I need support

My husband and I are TTC with our first and I just got my period. We’ve been trying for over a year and I had polyps removed a couple of months ago thinking that was the reason and we’ve tried two more times but haven’t been successful. My husband was tested and he’s fine. I’m just so heartbroken right now because we wanna start a family so badly. I know others have been trying for years but it’s really just taking an emotional toll. I’ve been taking bbt and OPKs and checking CM and idk what else to do. When I tell my husband he just says we’ll keep trying and none of my other friends know what I’m going through because they don’t have kids/aren’t trying yet. This is starting to feel like a job and just not worth the disappointment month after month. I just need support right now 😭 For those of you that have at least one child, feel blessed.