And just like that, it's over!

So... Here we are! We have been together for 7.5 years, we have a 19 month old baby together and live together. The house is in his name.. He is currently on meds for anxiety but I think it's actually bpd he's got, his mother agrees with me. Recently he's been having these 'episodes' of wanting me to move out, he doesn't want to be with me and says all these nasty things. Then the next day it's like nothing has happened and he's fine! I am exhausted from all of it, it's not the life I want. I want to be in a relationship where I feel stable and secure, I want to feel loved and not be on eggshells. Two days ago he was asking me for another baby!!!! And today he's ended it between us. My head or my heart cannot take anymore of this shit. So I've started packing my stuff. I'm leaving, I love him with all my heart but I can't, I just can't 😭