I don’t know what to do

My fiancé is a recovering alcoholic. Or he was.

I found out a few days ago that I’m pregnant. We’re recently engaged, so we’re still looking for a place to live together, which makes the whole having a baby together thing a little more complicated.

I was supposed to pick him up from work tonight, and after I waited for him for half an hour he told me he was stuck with the truck (he’s a delivery driver) and he’d let me know when the mechanic could get to him. So I went home. Almost two hours later I hadn’t heard from him. He’d left my texts on read and wasn’t answering phone calls. When he finally picked up the phone he sounded weird. I’m pretty sure he’d been drinking.

I drove to his house and he wouldn’t come outside to see me and he wouldn’t let me in. He insisted that he didn’t drink, which I know means nothing. And now he’s ignoring me.

No one in our family knows that I’m pregnant and I honestly don’t know what to do. I don’t feel like I can tell anyone either. Together we can financially support a baby, but I know I can’t on my own.