God is good

My heart goes out to all the mommas who’s hearts have been shattered over and over again. Sending baby dust your way!! Today was supposed to be our first ultrasound... hard pill to swallow... again. I have a hard time with the whole “everything happens for a reason” but at the same time I tell myself had I not miscarried the first time I would not have my daughter today. So we just had a miscarriage a few weeks ago and I already ovulated so we were BDing and the morning after my ovulation my pastors daughter who is 13 messaged me saying this!! My jaw hit the floor and I was instantly in tears. There’s no way she would’ve known what we were going through.. god amazes me everyday. I can test in 4 days I’m praying and holding onto every ounce of hope that this is our month!!